Week 11 was a struggle. I really felt lost. Questioned everything I was doing. Thought seriously about quitting. Almost did, but went to see Sifu Brinker, and lost my resolve.
Week 12 was even worse. Ask me any part of any particular day what I want to do about the kung fu, and I could give you a totally different answer, depending on which part of the day it was. I decided to use the upcoming week off work to take some steps towards feeling more in control and making some decisions so that I have a sense of purpose and direction. I've compiled a list of decisions to be made, nagging questions to be resolved, actions to take, and issues to settle.
Claire Finnamore
Silent River Kung Fu, Student Member
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Though I've been physically disconnected from the SRKF family, I've been trying to catch up on blogs. I'm always inspired by what you have to say and hope that when you're struggling you can remember how far you've come and that you can only go up from here!
I like your plan. So many times I have reacted without committing time to contemplate important descisions, decisions that can alter my direction.
Clarity is a hard to grasp when we have too much asked of us and not enough time to think let alone act on everything.
JC Masterson
We miss you! I always appreciate all you have to pass on and teach me. Hope to see you again on sats and fridays soon!
Krysta Lowery
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